I haven’t written for some time, and I apologize. I had planned on writing all the time. But things have gotten in the way, life, whatnot. And I’ve just been too tired to express myself in words. Mostly too scared that I may express too much.

Lots of things are going on, but I can’t write about them yet. And so I haven’t written anything as a result.

But I feel the need to write again, as I sit inside on a rainy Sunday morning, wondering about lots of things, and so here I am.

I’m hoping this summer is not as rainy as last summer. It’s already hot and humid. Although I do like when it rains and then there’s fog everywhere. I still need to get some cool fog pictures.

For a few weeks I keep finding owls. Not live owls, just pictures or figurines of owls. And I think it’s a sign for something, but I can’t quite figure out what. It could be a sign that I should write my book, cause there’s an owl in my story. But I’m not sure. I know it sounds silly to think that owls are trying to get a message to me. But I believe in such things.

It’s things like this that I need to write into my story, to make the non-fantastical world more intriguing. Strange, little things, that most people would overlook. Tiny oddities of our lives that exist all over the place. Yet most people can’t see that they’re there. The signs of things to come, things from the past.

Who knows. Maybe I really am crazy, or maybe I’m more in tune with my surroundings than most people. I like to think that I’m a bit psychic, and most of the time I do have a sense about things before they happen. I wouldn’t go so far to say I could predict the future or anything.

Sometimes I wish my story was more than just a story. That I could really enter a different world, a fantasy world, just by finding the right door. Now that would be something. Or if people could communicate by thought alone. I’ve always wondered if we could connect with others simply by thinking about them.

That’s all for now. It feels good to write again. Maybe I’ll get more energy to write on a regular basis. We’ll see.