Recently, I’ve been thinking about Karma, and fate, and all that good stuff. Last week my cat got sick suddenly, and we had to put him to sleep, because we lacked the money to get him fixed, and he had to be hospitalized and catheterized, and the emergency vets wouldn’t let us do a payment plan to pay for it. It was a very hard choice for us to make, but there was nothing we could do. Plus, there was no guarantee that whatever they were going to do for him would keep him alive. So that wasn’t making me too happy last week. I cried almost every day. We have another cat, but she’s not the same as my Merlin. Merlin was my kitty. He gave me kisses all the time and he had the most beautiful little face. I’ve never seen such a beautiful cat. He was a gray tabby, with racoon stripes on his tail.Anyway, so that was last week. This week, it’s like karma is making up for giving me such a crappy week. I’ve had a pretty good week at work–it’s been flying by actually. And I may be seeing the inside of a house we might move into tomorrow. Also, we were able to find the Wii fit, which has been sold out almost everywhere.

Sometimes, I think bad things happen to us in order for good things to happen. I know that sounds odd, but otherwise the whole balance of our lives would be thrown off. I mean, if we were to get all the things we wanted in life, it would get a bit boring. There’s gotta be a tally somewhere of all the things we have, and if we want something new to happen, we have to sacrifice something ourselves or fate comes along and snatches one up for us. It makes sense.

I believe that everything happens for a reason, no matter what it is. I also think that major change happens in my life every four years. This year is the fourth year, the year of change. And I am ready for it. It’s already been a crazy year for me. All I want is to move into a nice house, and have one more baby (and possibly get another cat). It will be interesting to see how things pan out.